This was my horoscope for today.
Your lovescope for September 30, 2009 If you have been entertaining fantasies about meeting a certain dark, mysterious person, then your dreams may well come true today. You could find them in the most unlikely place - but once your eyes meet, you will know that this is it. This is the one you have been waiting for, and here they are, at last, right in front of you!
Can you say excited??? I actually let myself get carried away with this. Imagine a dark mysterious stranger who would turn out to be the one! It set off a whole myriad of fantasies. I imagined having someone in my life who I could talk to, depend on, have fun with. Someone who I could share secrets knowing they wouldn't laugh at me, someone who would think about me during the day, someone who would love me as much as I loved them. I looked out the whole day and the only men I saw were a teenager loading an unbelievable amount of alcohol into his boot and the guy who makes me feel worthless on a daily basis. I'm pretty sure someone who makes me cry all the time or a burgeoning alcoholic are not my 'the one'.
Alas it was not meant to be today. It was a crushing disappointment but I'm hoping he's out there somewhere and he won't wait until I'm too old to care.
In the meantime I'm thinking about bringing a lawsuit against the horoscope writers. How dare they get my hopes up like that!!!!!