Love freaks me out. You see such a broad range of it while reading other people's blogs. They are so happy when they're in love and when it all blows up in their faces, you can actually hear the pain in their words. I've never seen such an extreme change in emotion. From love to hurt to anger and resentment. I'm not even sure what love is and after reading about everyone else, I'm not sure I want to.
Keep holding on, I am sure you will find the right guy for you in good timing. I know it sucks to wait though, hopefully the process speeds up a bit. :) Have you dried a dating service? I met my guy at E-harmony, seemed crazy but they match people up so well!
ReplyDeleteIt can suck, for sure. But it can also be radiant. Love is a verb. An action that we can all take toward others. It's not always sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows, but it is always worth it.
ReplyDeleteSounds like a roller coaster, doesn't it? For me love is a calm normal life together mixed in with a lot of comedy.
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ReplyDeleteI am sure you will know again when you meet 'love'. I have been there as well, divorced, disillusioned, sad. And then it happens, and all is forgotten...
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