Well the hell on Earth that is 2010 is continuing on. I don't want to bitch and moan but seriously, I would have nothing else to say. Today I lost $130, was beaten in the head until my neck sprained, had a panic attack and finally came to the realisation that there isn't a person alive on whom I can depend. Yay me!
I'm not sure what I am doing wrong. I try everyday to do the right thing, be a good person, live a clean life. Either I was an absolute monster in a previous life and I am being punished for it now or my whole life's philosophy is completely wrong. I am tempted to just give up and act like a total butthead to everyone I come across. I see total bastards succeed everyday and here I am being nice and pushing crap uphill.
What is the worse that could happen if I do a total 180 on my personality and become the biggest a-hole in all the land? Could I get beaten in the head? Be totally unloved? Lose money? Too late! So logic states that things couldn't possibly get worse if I'm a butthead.
What does everyone else think? Stay the way I am and wait the rest of my life to be rewarded for my good deeds with the possibility that it may never happen or become a big a-hole and possibly become the most successful person you've ever met?
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